Inanimate objects that live. My cars—-In the ten episodes of the Captain, they seem to live. Just like the inanimate object + entity ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE PHOENIX. We seemingly gave it life. Does it exist? On a bio level as well as spiritually. Conscious and conscientious.

I’m dizzy right now. Does God exist? Does he care? Does he exist? Does any of this matter? Is it all hinged on faith?

Coffee, coffee, coffee and cigarettes. Inanimate objects. Harmless yet dangerous if you let them in into your life. Drink coffee and it hurts your stomach but gives you super endurance. Prolonged use and you’re addicted to it. A serious legal drug. Kick it and it’s like a bad divorce. Severance; painful separation. You angrily feel that you should have never joined. ‘And yet without joining you would not have hands on first hand experience. Like any relationship there are pluses and minuses. You are relieved by the divorce yet a ghost arises. A ghost arises because of your own conflict within. There were both good times and bad times in this relationship. Should it had ended? Should you ever had coupled or joined? No. Why, because you are in tremendous pain from this union. Did you get anything of value from joining? Ask yourself.

Buddhist teaching—-You are wise to learn from others mistakes. Steering clear of tragedy by seeing the mistakes of others and realizing that the outcome will most likely be the same for you. However, also the king’s belief is that this is true but are you living? Your life was not a mistake. The choice that you made, you decide how detrimental. Are you totally bent out of shape?

…Without experiencing things, living in avoidance, is this the way? Sometimes yes. Maybe no. No coffee. Have a coffee. Cigarette? Booze? Guns?

What are we doing?

Again, inanimate things which are powerful when activated. Changing course trajectories…

Do we need these things? Yes and no. Maybe yes. Maybe no. Sometimes circumstances decide this for us.

Question things perhaps. Maybe…no.

You think I am loony. Maybe this is true. My writing changes things. Hopefully for the better.